Giving In

"Do you have any idea how wrong it is to want your mother?" Her voice sent shivers down Sean's back.

Jackie pushed her son's shoulders backward until he was against the back of the couch. She slowly straddled him one leg at a time until she was sitting on his lap.

Sean watched his mother lean in until her lips were right by his ear. "Do you know how Forbidden this is Sean?" She gently kissed his ear lobe. It sent a shock down his back. He was frozen. This couldn't really be happening, he thought.

Sean could feel his mom's giant breast pressed against his chest. Every exhale she let out into his ear made his cock pulse in his pants. He looked down at it but all he could see was his mom's left thigh over his right hip. He just now noticed she was wearing a black skirt and black stockings came up to her thighs. He recognized the outfit from his imagination since he'd written about her in it.

She whispered in his ear again. "I bet you do know how wrong this is. You've spent plenty of time writing about it. You've dreamed about this haven't you? You've thought about me in every way imaginable, and every time you fantasize about me, you know it's wrong and you like it, don't you baby? Don't you like how wrong it really is?" Jackie leaned in to kiss her son's neck.

Sean couldn't believe what was happening. It felt like the room was spinning. He felt his Mom's wet lips open up on his neck to give way to her tongue. He was in shock. How was this happening he thought to himself. Like she was reading his mind, his mother answered.

"When I first found your stories I didn't know what to think about my own son wanting me. I read so many of them" She kissed his ear lobe. " Each time, the Mother was a full figured redhead. Each time with fair skin and..." she nibbled on his ear lobe, "soft lips" She could feel her son's heart beating through his chest.

"You even named her Jackie huh? Sat up and looked at her son sitting silent with shock. She wanted to hear it from him now.

"Is this what you want Sean?" she asked him. Staring into his eyes. "You have to say it out loud. If you want to make it real, you have to say it baby." Her eyes were wide. The playfulness was over. She was as serious as she'd ever been

"Say it baby..." she almost begged him. She needed to hear it to make it real. "Tell me what you want."

Sean looked at his mother. He went to speak but his words seemed out of reach and heavy.

"Mom..." he fumbled. "I... I um,"

"You have to say it baby." Jackie said anxiously, wanting just as bad to hear it. "Please tell me."

Sean felt his words rise up from somewhere that wasn't him. He felt like someone else was speaking for him. He couldn't believe what he heard himself saying.

Softly he looked into his mother's eyes and spoke."

"I want... You, Mom." His voice was shallow and shaky. "You're the only woman I've ever wanted."

Then Sean began to cry. "I know it's wrong but I can't help it. The more I try to convince myself it's wrong and I can't have you, the more I want you. The more I tell myself that it's disgusting and I'll never have you... the more I fantasize about you." His voice was getting stronger and more confident.

"I look at girls my age and am repulsed. Insecure, immature, selfish." His own alter ego was finding its legs. "Ever since I first watched porn, it was milf and mommy porn. I always wanted an older beautiful woman. Then one day... " he paused. Jackie nodded her head to encourage her son to continue.

"...I don't know how to explain it. One day I woke up and I didn't fantasize about just any milf anymore. I only wanted one. It was like I woke up one morning and I couldn't get it out of my head Mom, and it's never gone away." Sean stared at his mother with fear and disbelief, but with a level of confidence he didn't know he had. He knew exactly what he wanted.

"Tell me" Jackie begged her son. "Please, baby?"

Sean looked into his mother's eyes. Her beautiful hazel green eyes looked back into his. "You're all I've ever wanted, Mom. No one will ever love you as much as I can. I know it's wrong but I don't care anymore. Please Mom..."

"Please let me love you" Sean said, listening to his words come out of his mouth.

Jackie stared at her son. She could feel her panties soaked through. After that she became aware of her son's throbbing cock starting to push against her. Her own voice felt shaky now. What seemed like a fast paced roller coaster had just come to a complete stop at the top of its biggest hill.

"You can have everything you've ever dreamed of, baby," she said, full of adrenaline and lust. "But under a couple of conditions..." she told her son.

"Anything," Sean agreed before she could finish talking.

"You let me work on your stories with you"

"Really?" Sean asked his mother ecstatically.

"Yes." she smiled devilishly. "Starting tonight. I want to explore this taboo with you son. I think I've always wanted this."

"Ok what else?" He asked her.

" You don't tell anyone about our little secret... ever. I'll be everything for you that I can be, baby, but if they find out they'll try and take us away from each other. She leaned in to whisper in her son's ear because she knew what it did to him.

"So don't tell anyone about your dirty whore Mother please... Or how she straddled you.

She kissed her son on the cheek before standing up and turning around to head into the kitchen. Sean couldn't think straight. After a couple minutes he stood up and headed up to his room. He plopped down on his bed and thought about what had happened.

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Sean wasn't sure how he felt if he were to be honest. The idea of such a powerful, all consuming desire becoming reality felt different than he imagined. Part of him was rock hard and ready to live out even his darkest desires for his mother. The part of him in charge of reasoning and logic had been completely destroyed right as his mother was straddling his lap, but there were deeper, harder to identify feelings.

He felt ashamed mostly. Even despite his Mother initiating this, he couldn't help but feel like a freak. Who wants to fuck their own mother? What type of 18 year old spends their free time writing incest stories about his Mom? What if someone found out... The last thought was terrifying.

He wanted to fuck his Mother his entire life, and now that it was a possibility, all he could think about was if someone had found out. All of a sudden it became really real, and it didn't just feel like an erotic story anymore. He couldn't do it, he decided. No matter how badly he wanted her, he knew he couldn't actually have her. The world wasn't set up for this situation. Later tonight he would apologize to his Mother and make it right. He felt guilty, like his stories made her go crazy.

"But baby... you know you want Mommy..." Jackie stood in front of him with black stockings and a black thong. Sean opened his eyes. She was in his every thought.

He realized he must've dozed off. He got up out of bed and headed downstairs for dinner. He found his mother in the kitchen standing at the sink washing dishes. The setting sun and his dad sitting in the living room told Sean that he had slept longer than he thought and missed dinner.

"Sorry I missed dinner." Sean told his mom as he opened the fridge.

"That's ok Baby. You can still have dessert." Jackie smirked at her son. Sean felt a zap of electricity go through him. He felt both uncontainable excitement and complete dread at the same time. He had to tell her the conclusion he came to.

"Mom..." he started to say, but stopped as Jackie put down her dishrag and walked over to Sean.

"Shhh" she whispered. She reached down and grabbed her son's bulge gently. "Soon."

Then she did something that Sean hadn't been expecting, even on this unexpected day. She leaned forward and placed her lips on Sean's. Softly, she put her lips against his. Sean could feel them warmly on his. Sean's heart was ready to pound out of his chest. He could feel his heartbeat throbbing through his cock and into his Mother's hand. He couldn't breathe. He had tasted his mother's lips.

Sean felt guilty for not pressing the issue and telling his mom how he felt. He would have to tell her tonight.

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So when his door opened unannounced later that night he didn't waste any time. He was sitting at his computer desk when she walked in. He spun around in his chair.

"Mom," he said, rushing nervously. "We can't... What if someone found out, or what if you regret it. I know I wrote all those stories about us Mom, but I never thought anyone would read them, especially not you. And I don't want to hurt you Mom. I don't ever want to hurt you. And what if..." Jackie moved over to her son. She knew what she had to do, at least for now. She reached down for Sean's hand and pulled him to his feet.

Jackie leaned forward and kissed her son. This one wasn't like earlier. Sean felt his mother's lips open and her tongue came forward on to his. He spent so much time fantasizing about this moment and none of it could prepare him for reality. It was the most sensual, sexual thing that had ever happened in his life. His Mother, his fantasy... he just couldn't believe he was actually tasting his Mom's tongue. He was hypnotized.

Jackie reached up and put her hand on Sean's face and they looked at each other for a second. Both of their hearts beating out of their chests. Their eyes wide with desire. Jackie kissed her son more aggressively, opening her mouth wider to let his tongue in. She bit his bottom lip and smiled as she pulled away.

"Shh... don't be scared baby... Mommy knows what you want." She said seductively to her son. Sean's cock visibly throbbed and she smiled when she saw it.

"Ooo, you like that baby? you like when I call myself Mommy?" She kissed her son again, putting her tongue deep in his mouth.

"Yes..." Sean whispered

"I didn't hear you baby boy... I said, ``Do you like it when I call myself Mommy?" Jackie said more aggressively

"Yes.." Sean said louder this time. "But Mom".

Jackie pushed her son down onto his bed and stood above him. "That's it, call me Mommy. Call me your Mother."

"Mom we shouldn't" Sean managed one last feeble attempt at an objection.

"No we shouldn't huh? " She asked as she climbed on top of her son. "This is wrong isn't it baby? Your own mother... taking off your pants." Sean looked down and couldn't believe the sight of his mother undoing his zipper. She started to pull his pants off of him. "Can you imagine if someone found out your mother is doing this to you."

He looked down and saw his Mother pulling his boxers off. He could barely think. He thought he should try to object, but he couldn't

"Mom" was all he got out before he felt her tongue. It started down on his balls and she slowly licked up his shaft. She had gone from a normal mother and wife a few days ago to shaking with excitement as she got ready to take her son in her mouth.

"Is this where you thought you'd be tonight? Is this what you've dreamed about, baby?" Jackie held Sean's cock in one hand, and when she spoke her lips would softly brush the tip.

"Did you ever think you'd feel what Mommys mouth feels like? Come on baby... tell me what you want.

"Please mom..." Sean moaned.

"Mommy!" Insisted and shot a stern look up at her son.

Please Mommy...." Sean let out passionately.

"Mmmm. That's it" Jackie smiled at Sean. "God I love hearing you call me that. Is that wrong baby... is it wrong that Mommy's pussy throbs every time I'm reminded you're my son. Is it wrong baby... If Mommy sucks your cock?" She didn't break eye contact with her son as she opened her mouth and closed it around the tip of his hard cock. She licked the back of his head with her tongue inside her mouth.

"O fuck Mom.." Sean whimpered. Nothing could have prepared him for this. " I can't believe this..."

They were both staring at each other. Jackie began bobbing her head up and down. She reached up with her hand and put it beneath her mouth. Her spit dripped from her mouth and hand as they stroked Sean's dick in sync.

"O my god..." Sean let out. He could already feel his balls constricting. It was all too much.

"Mom, I'm close," he whispered, embarrassed. Jackie knew her son wouldn't last long. It made her excited to see just how easily she could get him off. She pulled her mouth off her son's cock and kept stroking it.

"This is what you always wanted, isn't it Sean?" She stroked his cock a few inches in front of her face.

"To turn Mommy into your personal little slut" Her words pushed her son over the limit. His balls constricted his hips and started shaking.

"Do you want to cum on your Mother's..." she started to ask, but Sean couldn't hold it. He watched as the first surge of cum shot onto his mothers forehead and into her auburn hair. He shook as he came, having the strongest orgasm of his life.

Jackie opened her mouth as the next couple shots of her son's cum landed on her cheek and tongue. There was a string of cum on her top lip and onto her teeth. She smiled, then slowly licked all the way up his shaft. Sean was speechless.

Jackie took her finger and wiped the cum on her face into her mouth. She was someone else she felt again. But she could feel herself taking control of it. Something unlocked a deviant inside of her and she welcomed her new role.

"Now... we can relax a little. Let me grab a chair i'll be right back." She turned out of Sean's room.

Sean was so far in disbelief and denial the only thing he could think to himself is why does she need a chair?

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A couple minutes later Jackie walked back into her son's room with a dining room chair. As soon as Sean realized she wasn't kidding he got up to help her. She put it down right as she walked in, by Sean's computer desk.

"Come sit down,'' she smiled and gestured towards his desk chair. She stood there until he walked over and sat down looking confused.

"What are we doing?" he asked looking up at his mom.

"Writing" she said cheerfully. " I was being serious earlier." She scooted the chair next to Sean and sat down.

"Mom..." he began to object. Jackie reached for her son's mouse. She navigated the files perfectly until she got to his folder. She clicked on the most recently opened story, titled My Horny Mother. Sean looked at the screen with just a few paragraphs.

Once she opened the folder, Jackie stood up and moved her chair behind her son. She sat on the edge of her chair and reached around for Sean's crotch. She pulled his cock out from his boxers and it immediately was hard again. As she leaned forward to whisper in his ear, she slowly stroked his cock.

"Write what I tell you then..." she whispered into his ear as her hand slowly stroked him. "Can you do that for Mommy?

"Yes Mommy" he answered, and they both felt the bolt of lust again.

Sean wrote as his mother started whispering in his ear...

"Jackie looked into her son's eyes. You want to fuck me don't you? You can't help yourself. You want the one woman you can't have, don't you? "

Hearing that sentence come from his mother made Sean freeze. Jackie felt his cock pulse harder so she slowed down.. She was having fun. She squeezed his cock firmly and told Sean, "I told you to type" It was becoming clear that she enjoyed being in charge. Sean began typing again, this time adding a little or putting quotations. He was enjoying this more than he thought he would.

She slowly slid her wet pussy up and down his shaft, stopping right before it pushed into her hole each time. Sean could feel his mother's wet slit. He couldn't believe what was happening.

"Mmmmm" Sean moaned out loud as he typed. He was clearly getting into this.

"But that's why you want me isn't it? Because you can't have me. That's what you like isn't it?

"Yes... Sean said in real life again. Jackied smirked. "What does Sean say to his mom, baby?" she asked him, still slowly stroking his cock.

"I want to fuck my Mother" Sean said out loud and typed. "I know it's wrong and forbidden and I can't help it." The words he was typing were true in real time.

"Then take what you want... take me. Fuck the one woman you've always dreamed of Sean. I'm right here. Mommy's here to give you what you want, baby. I know it's wrong too and I don't care. I want to make you happy baby. Mommy loves you so much. Take what you want Sean. Lean into the taboo... fuck your mother."

Sean had stopped typing and closed his eyes. He still couldn't believe what was happening. Was this all a dream? His own beautiful, busty mother with her hand wrapped around his cock, whispering in his ear to fuck him. All he had ever wanted was unfolding before his eyes. He moaned loudly. "Fuck Mom I'm cumming."

"Cum for me baby. That's it, come for your slut Mommy. " she said in his ear. His rope of cum shot so hard from him that it landed on the screen of his computer. Jackied reached down and squeezed his balls and then up his shaft until the last drop of cum came out of her son.

"We're just getting started baby boy." She told him

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