Thursday Night Fun

We are cooking dinner
For your wife
You are pounding chicken
With the heel of your hand
I am slicing mushrooms
And sipping bourbon
And watching you

We are casually chatting
And I mention
Wanting to play with
The clothespins
Again
You stop for
A heartbeat
Glance at me
Smirk
And continue as though
It wasn’t said
Or heard

Later
After we three
Finish dinner
And half the bottle
Of bourbon
You drive me home and
I find myself
Tied to my bed
Topless
As you meticulously
Methodically
And excruciatingly
Decorate my breasts
With clothespins

You are kneeling
Between my open legs
I pull them free
Because the pain
Leaves me needing
To squeeze them together

My eyes
Are mostly shut
I sneak glances
At my body
At your work
At you
And the look
On your face
Stops my breath

You are placing
And releasing
The pins
All over me
To me it feels
Random
But I know you
And I know there’s nothing
Random
About what you
Are doing
To me

I’ve lost track of
Which pain is which
I am all pinch and fire

When you begin a
Tight line of
Pins down my
Side from
Breast to hip
I strain so hard
Against the cuffs that
One hand breaks free

My eyes fly open
I stop my arm
In mid air
Curl my fingers
Into a fist
Press it tight
Against my lips
Good girl
You say
Keep your arm
Right there

I feel you grab the string
Tug it gently
So I know
What’s coming
You release my other arm
And just as I begin to lower it

You
unzip
me

The pain is
Blindingly exquisite
I shriek
My body jackknifes
My arms reach
For any part of you
Grabbing tightly
So I stay anchored
In this moment
And the next
And then you are
Tearing off what’s left of
Our clothes and
We are skin on skin
Mouth on mouth

We are
Not
Gentle

I laugh to think
That just hours earlier
You used the word
Lovingly
In reference to
How you
Touch me

And I laugh
Again
To think
That just hours
Earlier than that
Your wife suggested
That I would do best with
A submissive man

And then
I really laugh
As you slide
Your cock
Into me
Knowing I will wear
Your marks
For days
Under my clothes
While I am
Having coffee
In the mornings
With her