forbidden thoughts

The forbidden thoughts that swirl in my mind,
Of a man who ignites a fire undefined.
Friend or professor, coworker or dad,
Desire and danger, a mix that's quite mad.

His touch on my skin, a fantasy so dark,
I crave his dominance, his primal spark.
Imagining him taking me with force,
Ravaging my body, setting a wild course.

thinking about being bent over
an office desk or some dark backroom,
his cock ravaging my insides while he holds me down
Breaking me. Hurting me. Raping me.

I finger myself to the thought,
Of being treated rough, like I've been caught.
His eyes filled with cold disdain,
His actions causing me pain.

Is it wrong to want this, to crave the abuse?
To be used and taken, to be his muse.
I surrender to the thought, let it consume,
Maybe one day, he'll make my fantasy bloom.

A rapeslut or a sex toy, what will I be?
In his eyes, just a vessel for his need.
Dignity lost, trust torn away,
In the dark of night, we'll both play.

So I go ahead, let my mind run wild,
To the thoughts of him that make me beguiled.
A hidden desire, a dangerous game,
With a man who sets my soul aflame.